Ok so things haven't been so great with me for quite some time now. I have a lot of inner demons that I am trying to work through but it is a long hard process.
So basically, I am shutting my facebook page down, I will be keeping myspace for now but only to make sure I dont lose contact with the more important people who live too far away for me to see.
I just dont want to be associated with a site that is so interested in how popular you are and how f****ing good you look in your pictures, it makes me sick.

I am trying to get back into my drawings but it is hard. I have spent far too long worrying about pleasing other people that I have lost myself. I gained weight (which I loathe), I stopped drawing cause I dint feel like I was worth anything and therefore felt like my art wasnt worth anything either.
I stopped writing and pretty much stopped sleeping regularly. Even now when I do sleep I disturb the one person I truly love and it is hurting our relationship.
So basically I want to distance myself from superficial things and concentrate on what it really important.

I will be drawing more and I plan on uploading new things here but it may take some time, so for those that still watch me please be patient. I am learning to like myself again and also my art, so that I can show you all something that hopefully you will like too.

One last thing, I just want to thank Jules for all the kind words and support she has given me since I joined here. You are a star and I know you will get everything you want, Thank You

"Those who mind don't matter, but those who matter don't mind"
I need to remember this on a daily basis and I am sure I will get through.